So... for the past couple weeks I have been reading self help books. So far I have read: The Secret; Men are from Mars, Woman are from Venus; Power of Intention; The Proper Care and Feeding of a Husband and I have a few others on hold at the library. I believe they have helped me so much with knowing what I want and how to be happy with my self.
Before, I relied on a relationship to make me happy. I always needed someone there. Someone to text, someone to talk to, someone to go out with on the weekends. If I didnt have this I would get needy, depressed, call ex's, whatever I could I do to feel happy. It became pathetic.
Now that I feel like I know so much, I know that I can go home and spend a whole weekend alone and still wake up every morning feeling happy and in love with my self.
I love this feeling and I will continue to read and do my best with keeping positve and happy.